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[1/52 - december 21, 2009 – january 3, 2010

New year, new life, as say in Spain...
This is inspired by this -> ooo]

[About a new year...

I have 22 years and in all this time, I've never made New Year's resolutions, I think I never really was needed. Because if I'd made a list would be full of things like weight loss, read "x" books, watch that movie, learn playing guitar. Dispensable things in my life. It is true that I always wanted to be thinner, but I did not mind it wouldn't be, did not make me unhappy. But now, I think I need a list of resolutions, be responsible and hard on myself and keep it, I do not want to lose all I have...

2010's resolutions:
-Be more patient.
-Be less proud and spiteful.
-Take things more calm and less seriously.
-Relying more on the people.
-Do not be jealous or envious.
-Be orderly.
-Do not waste time with nonsense. Do not procrastinate.

Also add something that I hope will help me in this, the project of 52 weeks. One self-portrait a week.
I guess this all sounds impossible. Hopefully not.
For a start I suppose I should leave all the stupid games of FB. Ask a general cleaning and 'emptying a drawer'. Through out old papers and notes and begin using the agenda more seriously. In addition to deleting all SMS mobile and leave the past in the past. While you were happy at that time, will never be happy in the same way, will fight for have it again, when nothing will ever be like it was. This past happiness will blind us without letting us appreciate the different happiness we have now.

And now I wonder I write this for you or for me?

Bleh, happy New Year and many thanks for reading me.]

Waking up song -> Distraction by Angels and airwaves


[The 22nd of December was always for me the begin of the Christmas time.
Just for two reasons, the holidays at school and special Christmas lottery raffle

This year, I have to work, I don't have holidays, but, today, we did a special lunch at job, and a little raffle. I won a multifunction pan (xDDDD). Nothing too amazing, but useful, I think so... And it will be for my appartment, that I have the hope I'll move in the next months...

Happy Christmas everyone! :D]

[I hate people... (I think I say this too many times....)

But.... bleh... People only think in themselves... Nothing else matters for them...

A very very bad weekend. A little voice in my head is saying me "Things could be worst, do not complain more" but I really feel bad... and sad... and bleeeh bleh bleh...

A pic from the Friday, all the pics I could take this weekend, because of the people only think in themselves...]

[I was in Toledo last weekend.

Lots and lots and lots of fog :D :D :D And also a lot of cold...
We spent a great time there, also I bought some Christmas present for my family, so the travel was very productive ^^

Tomorrow I have a photoshoot with a pretty girl :)]

Waking up song -> Soldier's Poem by Muse


[Today, I would had a photoshot but I have to cancelled it because of when I woke up and looked outside the world was WHITE!!! Yes, everybody, today we had snow in our city. This is a weird thing, we can see the snow once to year or do not to see it...

Today, also, I don't have to work, I have two days of holidays so the day was perfect. I have to make a Christmas card so I've taken my cam and gone out to the snow to shot :D :D :D

I LOVE SNOW!!!!!!]

Waking up song -> Intro by Muse from HAARP Live from Wembley


[I know I owe you a big big (and I hope 'interesting') post about the Muse's concert from last weekend...

But I'm busy busy busy busy TT__TT]

MUSE's concert

[And the concert was simply AMAZING
At about six p.m. Olano and I was in Goya, where we saw two impressive rows of people. Who knows how many people had for row, but I do not exaggerate when I say that we reached the other side of the square, xD.

After an hour of unbearable cold and wait, the tail began to move and about forty minutes after we came in the stadium. I'm not sure how, but we went to the top, with a beautiful panoramic of the stadium to the brim with people, and there was still much more out. We walked around a while trying to go down and finally got it, we took a place next to the soundboard. A great place.

And again, to wait. Though this time was little.The show was open by Biffy Clyro and they made us enter a little warm. BUT, people was waiting for Muse...

The waiting was a while longer. The lights dim and three gigantic columns are lit on stage. A very interesting introduction makes us be expectants and jumped nerve (xD)
And there we are, right where anyone (or at least not me) waiting for them. Each in a column which had been opened in the middle. GREAT. That begins to sound the 'Uprising' and the show finally begins.

And for an hour and a half long, we bounced, sang and screamed. I lost my voice, I recovered, losing her again. I was flashed by the stage and in love with the beautiful lights. I was too thrilled for to feel embarrassment. But the concert had to be lived like never before.
The best time? I guess when I sensed that that silence would become 'Starlight', one of my favorites and even more so when it sounded later 'Plug in, baby' one of mine xDD
The worst moment? I suppose the silly arguments we had Olano and I because of we both are too stubbornness. And almost two hours of cold outside ...

You could say it was one of the best times of my life and undoubtedly the best concert I've ever been. Because I laughed so hard, I was so well and I did not care what happened around, nobody was going to spoil that. The best gift that I had have ever. That, incidentally, came early in June and enjoyed it later in November ...

Fue INCREIBLE:
A eso de las seis de la tarde Olano y yo nos plantamos en Goya, donde vimos dos filas de gente impresionantes. A saber cuantas personas había por fila, pero no exagero cuando digo que llegamos a la otra punta de la plaza, xD.

Después de una hora insufrible de frio y cola, empezamos a movernos y alrededor de unos cuarenta minutos después entramos al fin en el estadio. No sé muy bien cómo, acabamos arriba del todo, con una preciosa panoramica del estadio hasta arriba de gente, y eso que aún quedaba la mitad fuera. Estuvimos dando vueltas un rato intentando bajar a la pista y al fin lo conseguimos, cogimos sitio al lado de la mesa de sonido. Un sitio perfecto.

Y de nuevo, a esperar. Aunque esta vez menos. Pues los teloneros aparecieron en seguida, fueron Biffy Clyro y abrieron el show estupendamente pues nos hicieron entrar un poquito en calor. PERO la gente esperaba a Muse con locura...

Media hora con los teloneros, un rato más de espera. Las luces se apagan y tres columnas gigantes se encienden en el escenario. Una muy interesante introducción hace que todos estemos expectantes y dando botes de nervios (xD)
Y ahí están, justo donde nadie (o al menos, no yo) se los esperaba. Cada uno en una columna las cuales se han abierto por la mitad. GENIAL. Ahí empieza a sonar el Uprising y el show comienza definitivamente.

Y durante una hora y media larga botamos, cantamos y chillamos. Perdí la voz, la recuperé, la volví a perder. Me quedé flasheada por el escenario y enamorada de unas luces magníficas. Me emocioné tanto que daría hasta vergüenza ajena. Pero el concierto tenía que vivirlo como nunca.
El mejor momento? Supongo que cuando intuí que aquel silencio se convertiría en 'Starlight', una de mis favoritas y más aún cuando justo después sonó 'Plug in, baby' otra de las mías xDD
El peor momento? Supongo que las discusiones tontas que tuvimos Olano y yo por cabezonerías de ambos y las casi dos horas de frío en la calle...

Se podría decir que fue uno de los mejores momentos de mi vida y sin ninguna duda el mejor concierto al que he ido. Porque me reí tanto, me lo pasé tan bien y me dio igual lo que pasara al rededor, nadie me iba a estropear eso. El mejor regalo de cumple que he tenido. Que, por cierto, llego pronto, en Junio y lo disfruté tarde, en Noviembre... hehehehe.]

Waking up song -> Exogenesis: Symphony, Part 1 (Overture) by MUSE


[... JUST ONE DAY LEFT!!!!!!!...

Yes, everybody, tomorrow, at last, is the wonderful day I've been waiting since the 18th June!

Tomorrow is the great day I'm going to a concert (I didn't go a concert since three years ago...)

Tomorrow is the awesome day I'm going to see MUSE at live... That sounds... WOW!

xDD Sorry for my excessive reaction... but there's three groups that I would pay any money to see at live, and Muse is one of them...

To get up to date with my life: this week is being very intense... My new forniture room came the wenesday. Tuesday my bf and I were packing and dismantling the old forniture... He slept here and when we woke up we found my little bird Veruca dead... She was ill... very very ill, but she looked too well... I was so sad...
But the worst thing was see how her mate was call her, as she was saying "Come on! wake up!" So sad....
We had to buy another mate for her, because she could die of sadness. So, the thursday we bought a male. He's lovely, you can watch him here

And for now, no much more to say...]

Waking up song -> For a pessimist i'm pretty optimistic by Paramore


[... 5 days left...

I hate myself...

And I love him...

And I'm wondering why I have to be just like this...

And I'm going to bed]

[... 6 days left...

There is one thing I have learned in this life is to say "I love you" when I really feel it (it was the right moment or not).

But, still, what I've not learned is to say "I need you"]